I’m just so damn happy today, it’s cray…
You lying bastard! I know I should have listened to everyone when they said you didn’t care, that you never will! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I only exist when you want something. You’re not interested in me, you never were! All you care about is yourself and I HATE you!
I can’t fucking stand you.
Don’t tell me to care and be happy if, as soon as I do, you completely shutdown. I’m affectionate and loyal. All I get in return is nothing. So fuck you.
Fuck it… Just fuck it. I care about you so damn much that I feel like my ribs can hardly contain my heart, that feels like it’s going to burst for all the love I have for you.
But no. You couldn’t care less. I’m just replaceable to you. You don’t care!!! Why can’t I just accept it. I want closure! You will never be mine because you never wanted me to begin with. I was only a back up, a second choice. I fucking quit.
Wow, you literally just straight up lied to me…
No words to describe how much I don’t trust you now.
too much get out i’m laughing so hard
But 2 days!!!
Coming to realization that I will probably never get to fall in love.
That there is no one out there to love me, to hold my hand, to kiss me hello and goodnight, to hug me when I’m sad, to hold me when I’m scared.
I will get to watch everyone around me fall in love, get married, have children.
As I just stand here, never knowing what it’s like to really be loved by another.
So here I am, young, but learning to accept I will die alone.