I’m just so damn happy today, it’s cray…

You lying bastard! I know I should have listened to everyone when they said you didn’t care, that you never will! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I only exist when you want something. You’re not interested in me, you never were! All you care about is yourself and I HATE you!

Dear God, save me from myself.

I can’t fucking stand you.
Don’t tell me to care and be happy if, as soon as I do, you completely shutdown. I’m affectionate and loyal. All I get in return is nothing. So fuck you.

Fuck it… Just fuck it. I care about you so damn much that I feel like my ribs can hardly contain my heart, that feels like it’s going to burst for all the love I have for you.
But no. You couldn’t care less. I’m just replaceable to you. You don’t care!!! Why can’t I just accept it. I want closure! You will never be mine because you never wanted me to begin with. I was only a back up, a second choice. I fucking quit.

Wow, you literally just straight up lied to me…

No words to describe how much I don’t trust you now.